Fools in love
is there any other kind of pain?
Friday, June 6, 2008

:D Haha, i'm gnna go running tomorrow or something depending on the situation. Anddddddd, C's gnna go J's church this sunday and she told her mum she's going out with me! Hahaha. I bet she'll have fun at J's church. 'cause she can see J. I'm damn bored at home and i'm reluctant to do my homework. Even though there's like still a pile left lying downstairs waiting for me to clear. I'm damn lazy to work on physics especially. I was like complaining to C just now that i'm damn bored and sleepy. I think she like asked me to do my homework and i tole her if i do physics, i will sleep. I just scanned for SQ the chinese assignment paper which i couldn't even understand. I tried reading the book already but whenever i did, I'll get stucked on the first page like f. And i realised that i'm damn english speaking. only when i think people can't hear/decipher/understand what i say in english then i will speak to them in chinese. And unless you are my grandparents or let say, cheena cousin, then i will try not to speak to you in english you all don't understand. Rah, screw me luh. I was trying to scan the assignment paper and i don't know what the hell i did and the assignment paper picture file just went missing. Okay, i settled the problem already and i hope everything is alright already. And hopefully she can read the thing properly. C's gnna bring Fish Eye II over to J's Church and take some photos to finish using up the films i guess. Haha, I realised that i use the word "i guess" alot. Melissa's like disappointed with the camp and her rank. I can't like counsel her cause i'm damn bad at it. You can just ask everybody. When they're like damn sad or crying right, I won't like talk to them or anything at all. 'cause i'm like afraid that whatever i say will provoke them and make them feel even worse. So i always choose to keep silent. And just lend my listening ear to them to pour all their sorrows out and stuff. And i think i can only help by listening so yah, that's what i do. i actually think my post is like damn wordy. I shan't type anymore.

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