10 things I want in a boy/girl:
1. Taller than I am, which isn't very difficult to fulfil.
2. Super nice smile.
3. Athletic.
4. Tolerant.
5. Smart.
6. Humourous.
7. Enjoys talking.
8. Be nice, kind and magnanimous.
9. *thinks of LEE MIN HO and Js.*
10. (For you to decide on your own.)

9 things/people I can't live without.
1. My family.
2. Wonder Dumbies.
3. R, B, J.
4. 12, 14, 15.
5. My phone.
6. My iPod.
7. Talking buddies.
8. My other clique.
9. My hand sanitiser.

8 things I want to do before I die.
1. Travel.
2. Get a DSLR.
3. Make lotsa money!
4. Take up like 3 sports.
5. Bake for someone's birthday.
6. Go watch the olympics.
7. Forgive everyone?
8. Experience the 4 seasons.

7 favourite bands/singers/actors/actresses.
1. LEE MIN HO.
2. Kim Bum.
3. Nathan Hartono.
4. Senses Fall.
5. Chance Crawford.
6. Blake Lively.
7. -

6 routines before going to bed.
1. Set my alarm for the next day.
2. Brush my teeth and wear retainers.
3. Put on my headphones to listen to music/watch videos.
4. Text people to talk to until I fall asleep.
5. Prepare uniform for the next day, if it's a school day.
6. Toss and turn on the bed.

5 things I hate people to do.
1. Bug me insanely.
2. Playing loud music at quiet places.
3. Squeezing onto public transport.
4. Scold/insult - for no reason.
5. Being late without informing me.

4 people closest to me.
1. My family.
2. Dione.
3. Wonder Dumbies and other clique.
4. #12, #14, #15.

3 new hobbies I'd like to pick up.
1. Develop photographs.
2. Basketball.
3. Piano.

2 things I regret in life.
1. Not working harder.
2. Procrastination.

1 person you trust.
1. I guess, it's myself?

Labels: quiz

Yay, my lovely little phone is alive again. And i think i'm swooning over the actors in boys over flowers now again. HAHA. Kinda typical of me huh.

Labels: 2009, Boys over flowers

How can, I'm so washing my hands off the matters already. I'm so not going to be actively involved already. I don't want to do anything anymore already. I'll just prepare myself for Os and that's all I'm gonna do. If you're disappointed in me, continue being so then. I can't really be bothered anymore. But just, please, get well and be able to walk without any difficulties already J. I'm sure you can do it. I'm giving up on everything again. I see no point in continuing the act/facade and all already. I think you can sense it too, somehow. And somehow, I've lost my energy and all to be spontaneous. Can't I just give everything up? Okay, this sounds overly pessimistic and all, but I need this tiny space to vent everything out. All my displeasures. I'll do you proud, Js. So, the big question is, TOWN OR NOT TOMORROW FOR MATERIALS?

Labels: 2009, charmaine, Johann, Js, O Levels, school

You're my favourite kind of accident.
There's chemistry mock tomorrow. So bye, phone and people.

It's 4am, I'm waking up to your perfume. Don't get up, I'll get through on my own. I don't know I'm home or I've lost my way into your room. I'm spiralling into my doom. I'm feeling half-alive but I know one day you and I will be free.

I know I'm practically insane to be awake at this time. Practically 4am. Like in half-alive by Secondhand Serenade. I'm ever so insane. My phone's pretty much down again with the 'I cannot detect your SIM card' look being cast upon me. I love 2009 pretty much, minus all the school drama I have to face. I know it's awfully dumb to be awake at such a moment when there's school in like what say, 4 hours. Me, being awake now and not sleeping would so increase the chances of me sleeping through lessons and all. But I think I hardly care now. All I ever wanted is you. But you're pretty much, difficult to grab hold onto and associate with. I just need more time a day. Time is all i need for now. Chinese Os are nearing already. I feel the pressure now and can't wait for it to be over. But somehow, I feel like not taking it. The thought of not being able to get distinction scares me already. I know, it's like i'm thinking too much and all. But, is distinction really just an arm's length away from me? Gosh, I sound awfully pessimistic now. When I sound overly optimistic most of the time. I'll try to work my best and hardest under pressure to produce results you never thought I was capable of achieving and be like an exquisite hand-made tea cup. I find myself awfully dumb having so much complains. Complains that i tell to G and all. Oh, and G, if you see this, you're so supposed to demoralise me more for Chinese. I will so prove you wrong! And please, try your best for Chinese. All I can do is just pass you all my notes after I'm over and done with it this year.

Js, for you, I'll definitely succeed.
I still feel like skipping school tomorrow.

Labels: 2009, charmaine, G, jiehui, Johann, Js, O Levels, school

I just realised it's 1130 already. And i'm still happily awake watching my boys over flowers.
I've been complaining too much about the weather and basically everything else.
I decided to forgo the choice to learn play basketball already. Since I think that I will epic fail at it under everyone's guidance. Including Js' since G asked me to ask him to teach me.
我要多讲华语. 因为 O水准要到了.
我要考到优意.
我觉得太多人知道我喜欢综翰了.

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, G, Johann, Js, O Levels

Yes, we're rich spoilt brats.
We were merely out sourcing for materials for Mr Lim's present. See how actively involved I am again? I think I'm going to be the Treasurer of 4C soon.

When time comes, I'll shine.

Labels: 2009, charmaine, kahfong, peisi, pictures, town, wanfen, yiting

Wash your hands.
Take good care of yourself.
Health is of great importance now.

Preparations for cfn and mr lim's leaving gift are starting.
I'm suddenly heavily involved in both.
I'm spontaneous all of a sudden.
Will some one teach me how to play basketball, probably once a week?
I love temperature taking exercises.
Please, reply already.
Chinese is my main concern now.
I must and will speak in chinese.

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, Johann, love, O Levels, school

I'm sad.
The mask was out of stock.
I dread school.
I'm cold now.
Zac Efronnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
I should finish reading my book soon.
Faster reply already! And faster recover.
I want to see you play again.
I'm still brooding over finals.
Why Chinese Os coming so soon!

Bye, love, Js

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, finals, jiehui, Johann, Js, O Levels, Zac Efron

I feel sick.
I want to sleep now.
I don't feel like studying for my tests tomorrow.
I'm not very athletic.
I played badminton for physical education today.
I want you, J, this very moment and forever.

Bye, nights, loves.

It just rained and stopped. And i just woke up. Great way to start the day huh? I want to have fever, so that i can skip school for a day.

Labels: 2009, charmaine, school

Gosh, i almost died watching the magic show. I shall so sleep early today, maybe.

Bye, loves.
I miss basketball matches.

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, jiehui, Johann, Js

The rest will be up another time.

Labels: 2009, pictures

I will someday learn to play this sport.

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, pictures

I'm having cheesecake for breakfast.
I think there was a thunderstorm last night.
I must do work, productive work this afternoon.

Labels: 2009, charmaine, pictures

Having chanced upon Yiting's journal (okay, so she showed me her new url), it made me think, alot and hard, as though my brain juices were finally all squeezed, about the past year. Okay, it's just the mere 4 months and 2 days that passed including today.
I was once, so ever clueless about sports and never thought of being physically involved in one. Much less to say that I've taken on the duties of a PE rep and also the overall-in-charge for the class tee. My sense of achievements for the mere months.
I never considered myself as athletic and should i say, boy-insane. But somehow, having came in contact with Yiting, my life changed. It changed for both better and worst. HAHA. Worst is that, I'm utterly boy-insane now, especially basketball boys. Better is that, I widened my scope of friends and also widened my knowledge and somehow, losing some to my favourite Dumb Blonde.
Our group's self-initiated project, another highlight, made our class somehow bonded with each other more than ever. Maybe, it's partly due to the fact that we're all gonna be leaving each other soon, in a matter of 7 months and probably won't even get a chance to meet each other again.
Another thing, is that 4C's Mr Benny Lim is leaving us for his new job, a social worker. This really had a huge impact on us as we really enjoyed the time we had with him and also at his wedding. We, somehow, managed to make him cry, laugh and scold us. But he still treated us as his 'babies'. Gosh, I feel as though I'm super emotional right now.
And then, there's all the basketball thing. Where I realised Johann, Johncelin and all. I'm rather reluctant to list all out while using my phone to blog. The worst news I've ever heard this year is Johann, having fractured his leg(?). I realised that basketball is a very captivating sport, minus all the hairy legs and sweaty bodies. At least it captivates me.
Well basketball made me realise how un-athletic I am and how athletic I should be. I should really start playing sports this year. For a start, I understand how the game goes already, my first big step out. I shall watch G's matches when he plays and all. I actually missed track and field this year. How could I!
Gosh gosh I don't know what to write already. Well. I shall type the rest another time.

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, jiehui, Johann, Js, love, pictures, school

I need you, to make me laugh/smile now.
My mood is going downhill.
I'm not taking my dinner for all the right reasons.
I want london right now.
I want to learn how to play basketball.
I want to take up tae kwon do.
I must learn to self-defence right now.

Bye, Js

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, jiehui, Js, love, Tae kwon do

I'm incensed.
I'm furious.
I'm angry.
I'm vexed.

I feel better now after saying it all out. I now know that J lives at rh. :D i'm stalker-ish. Forgive me. Kinda studied today, not really super productive though. I kept side-tracking...

Bye, love.

Labels: 2009, dione, Johann