is there any other kind of pain?
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I already gave out my all for the exams. I know i wasn't working hard enough. I know i wasn't doing it all out. I know if i fail anything, it'll just be all my fault. 'Cause I'm the one that caused the predicament I'm in now. The BAD RESULTS predicament. If even my only hope has failed to get an A, i won't be even thinking of going anywhere but just bury myself into a hole and not let anyone see. But I'll still have to get on with life. With the life i used to led. But now, with a bigger and more important mission and picture in mind. The 'O' Levels. The bigger and more important it seems, I'm not gonna rest my brain for all the knowledge. 'Cause i know it will only do me good in the future. And, A.Math. That, I'll get a tutor or go for tuition. I'm unwilling to drop any of my subjects. Not even a single one of them.
These are my words before the GREAT REVELATION. The REVELATION that have been torturing my mind since i heard bad news from others. And after the REVELATION, i maybe too lost for words such that no words would even be able to replace what i have to say.
Labels: charmaine, eoys, exams, results, REVELATION, school
8:32 PM
Charmaine See Jh9th February 1993
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