It's 4am, I'm waking up to your perfume. Don't get up, I'll get through on my own. I don't know I'm home or I've lost my way into your room. I'm spiralling into my doom. I'm feeling half-alive but I know one day you and I will be free.

I know I'm practically insane to be awake at this time. Practically 4am. Like in half-alive by Secondhand Serenade. I'm ever so insane. My phone's pretty much down again with the 'I cannot detect your SIM card' look being cast upon me. I love 2009 pretty much, minus all the school drama I have to face. I know it's awfully dumb to be awake at such a moment when there's school in like what say, 4 hours. Me, being awake now and not sleeping would so increase the chances of me sleeping through lessons and all. But I think I hardly care now. All I ever wanted is you. But you're pretty much, difficult to grab hold onto and associate with. I just need more time a day. Time is all i need for now. Chinese Os are nearing already. I feel the pressure now and can't wait for it to be over. But somehow, I feel like not taking it. The thought of not being able to get distinction scares me already. I know, it's like i'm thinking too much and all. But, is distinction really just an arm's length away from me? Gosh, I sound awfully pessimistic now. When I sound overly optimistic most of the time. I'll try to work my best and hardest under pressure to produce results you never thought I was capable of achieving and be like an exquisite hand-made tea cup. I find myself awfully dumb having so much complains. Complains that i tell to G and all. Oh, and G, if you see this, you're so supposed to demoralise me more for Chinese. I will so prove you wrong! And please, try your best for Chinese. All I can do is just pass you all my notes after I'm over and done with it this year.

Js, for you, I'll definitely succeed.
I still feel like skipping school tomorrow.

Labels: 2009, charmaine, G, jiehui, Johann, Js, O Levels, school

I just realised it's 1130 already. And i'm still happily awake watching my boys over flowers.
I've been complaining too much about the weather and basically everything else.
I decided to forgo the choice to learn play basketball already. Since I think that I will epic fail at it under everyone's guidance. Including Js' since G asked me to ask him to teach me.
我要多讲华语. 因为 O水准要到了.
我要考到优意.
我觉得太多人知道我喜欢综翰了.

Labels: 2009, basketball, charmaine, G, Johann, Js, O Levels

Are you smiling?
Yes, you just made me smile.

When is the last time you met someone new?
UH, I meet new people all the time since i don't know them at all.

What is irritating you now?
J BEING ON CRUTCHES.

When did you last eat pizza?
JUST

Do you drink beer?
NO

Do you have any friends who are famous?
No

Are you any friends good at poker?
I think they are, my judgement might be bad.

What do you want?
I WANT J TO GET ALL WELL AND PLAY BASKETBALL AGAIN!

Are you tired?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Last spoken words you heard?
*ponders*

Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
Noooooooooo

What is your favorite thing in your room?
TOYS, named after Js and G and NH.

Pepsi or Coke?
Pepsi.

Did you ever throw up?
Yes, just last year.

Did you ever throw up while kissing someone?
No.

Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
Yes, maybe more of tattoos than piercings.

Taco Bell or McDonald’s?
Macs, *thinks of Ronald instantly*

Are you restless?
Kinda.

Is your computer a laptop?
NO

Are you allowed to stay up later than 11pm on a weeknight?
No, my parent's will pester me to sleep.

Want to be a princess?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, But i'm not super girly.

Do you believe dreams come true?
Kinda, Sorta.

Last song you heard?
Time for Me to Fly.

Do you like Batman?
Kinda.

Who is in the room with you?
Me and my brother's pillow.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing you can see.

What is your favorite pair of shoes?
My school shoes. :D HAHA

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
GOSH, I HAVE NO CLUE.

What was the last thing you ate?
PIZZAAAAAAAAAAAAA

What were you doing before this?
Texting/IMing

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
Another computer mouse.

What messaging service do you use?
Starhub

What is your favorite website?
Friendster to check on sth.

Whos house did you go to last night?
Other than mine is Wf's.

What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
Jeans

What is the last movie you watched?
Confessions of a Shopaholic!

What do you currently hear right now?
She'd Be Loved.

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
UH, Starting of the year.

When did you last take a shower?
This morning.

Wheres your favorite place to be?
LONDONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, okay, place is like under the stars on an open field. :/

Ever been to QuizPox.com?
WHAT IS THAT?

Where is your mom?
@ BBQ

Where do you sleep?
@ HOME.

Where do you shop the most?
I hardly shopped this year. :(

Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Thailand.

Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
COACH PURSE.

Where was your default picture taken?
Well assuming this is Blogger's profile page, it's Japanese Gardens

Why did you pick your background?
It's just random photo luh!

Are you happy with where you are?
YES!

Is cheating ever ok?
NO

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
Kinda/

Do you want someone you can’t have?
Kinda.

Do you believe love at first sight exists?
YES, I CAN'T POSSIBLY SAY NO, PEOPLE WOULD KILL ME FOR THAT.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
YESSSSSSSSSSSS!

Do you believe that you can change someone?
I HAVE THE ABILITY TO.

Would you ever consider getting engaged or married right now?
I'm kinda young now huh.


SIX LASTS:
Last beverage: F&N ORANGE
Last phone call: DANIELLE
Last Word spoken: OKAY
Last e-mail: FACEBOOK
Last annoyance: DB
Last text message: G

FIVE YOU EVERS:
Dated someone twice: No, i only did once.
Kissed someone & regretted it?: NO
Lost someone special?: Kinda, depends on how you see it.
Been depressed: Yes kinda, maybe not
Gone skinny dipping: No, i don't think so. But then again, i may have when i was young.

Labels: 2009, G, jiehui, Johann, Js, love, quiz, wanfen

Yayyyyyyyyz! Johann replied like after a week, finally. I should've just been patient. And wait wait wait. Now, i don't know what to reply him. Gosh, i was waken up by G's sms, and he's yet to reply yet. Haha. I think i'm a lil' over the moon now. I so have to share my happiness with yt and wf, but both are like still sleeping. Wake up already, little girls!

Labels: 2009, G, Johann

Tagged by Dione :D
10 Are Yous
1. Are you single - Yes.
2. Are you happy - Only if i see Js, i guess. :/
3. Are you bored - Not really. But yes, according to DB.
4. Are you fair - Kinda.
5. Are you Italian - No.
6. Are you intelligent - YES, i'm so super intelligent!
7. Are you honest - I'm very super extra-ordinarily honest. :D
8. Are you nice - I'm very super extra-ordinarily nice. :D
9. Are you Irish - Nope.
10. Are you Asian - Yes.

10 Facts
1. Name : See Jiahui Charmaine
2. Nick: Smiley Stalker, Charmy (from yt), jiahui (guy name), Nerd (from Gaddiel)
3. Birth place: Singapore, Singapore, Singapore.
4. Hair colour: A lil' brown..
5. Natural Hair style: Kinda straight, I guess.
6. Eye colour: Brownnnnnnnnnnnnnn
7. Birthday: 9 February 1993. :D
8. Mood: Exhausted, There's prelims tomorrow. :(
9. Favourite colour: No preference.
10. One place you want to visit: LONDON LONDON LONDON!

10 things about my love life
1. Have you ever been in love: Yeah.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight: I can't possibly say no to this, cause i love at first right too many people/things.
3. Do you currently have a crush - YeaNay
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - As in?
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - I guess so?
6. Have you ever have your heart broken - Not really.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Gosh, yes. This is so embarrassing!
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Guess not, I'm very committed. :D
9. The last person you hugged - UH, i think it's Peisi?
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - Dioneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

10 This or That
1. Love or Lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard liquor?
3. Cat or Dog - DOGS, I so anti-cats!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - BEST FRIENDS! BFF yknow!
5. Creamy or Crunchy - I don't know. I like both.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen.
7. Wild night out or Romantic Night in - Depends but I think both are good.
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness :D
9. Night or Day - Depends. But i like night more leh.
10. IM or phone - BOTHHHHHHHHHHHH

10 Have you ever
1. Been caught sneaking out - I so do not sneak out.
2. Seen a polar bear - The zoo has like I don't know how many, DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
3. Done something you regret - Yessssssssssssssss. :(
4. Bungee jumped - NO WAY, unless there's someone jumping with me.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Nay!
6. Finish entire jaw breaker - ?
7. Been caught naked - No, unless you're talking about eons ago.
8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - Not really, i think it's dumb.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Nay.
10. Wanted to disappear - Occasionally

10 preferences in a partner
1. Smile or Eyes - How, I like both.
2. Light hair or Dark hair - Anything, i kinda like caucasians!
3. Hugs or Kisses - Uh, I guess, both?
4. Shorter or Taller - TALLERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
5. Intelligent or Attraction - BEST OF BOTH WORLDS.
6. Topman or Zara - BOTH ALSO SUPER NICE CAN.
7. Funny or Serious - MORE FUNNY BUT ALSO SERIOUS. I'M CONTRADICTING MYSELF.
8. Older or Younger - OLDER
9. Outgoing or Quiet - OUTGOING
10. Sweet or Bad - SWEET

10 Have yous
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yesyesyes.
2. Ever talked on the phone for more than 1 hour - Gosh, of course, i'm sucha talker.
3. Ever walked on hands - I can't even balance on my legs how to do the otherwise?
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nay. :(
5. Ever been in a cheerleading team - Unless you count those with yiting.
6. Ever been in a dance team - Yes, for some performance.
7. Ever been in a sports team - I want to!
8. Ever been in a drama play - Nay.
9. Ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley - I want! But i'm not even legal yet.
10. Ever been in a rap video - Nayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

10 Lasts
1. Last phone call you made - Last night.
2. Last person you hugged - Gosh, my toy?
3. Last person you hung out with - Dumb Blonde and Ting as a lightbulb, a very bright one.
4. Last person you worked for - I hardly lift my finger.
5. Last person you talked to - Dumb Blonde.
6. Last person you IM - Yiting.
7. Last person you texted - Gaddiel.
8. Last person you went movie with - Yiting, Whaiee, Rhoda, Dumb Blonde.
9. Last person/things you missed - Js, HAHAHA
10. Last website visited - Facebook
Tag 10 people to do this:
WF
YT
KF
PS
RX
WE
i dont know who else.
Js. HAHAHAHHAAH.

Labels: 2009, charmaine, dione, G, jiehui, Johann, Js, love, prelim, quiz, wanfen, whaiee